When I got to Grand Rapids Griffins in the AHL, it was definitely a huge step up. Everything is quicker. Everybody is good. You’re fighting for every opportunity.
But I also remember thinking: I can handle this.
MRU had prepared me for it.
After that came the East Coast League, which honestly helped me a ton too. Sometimes taking a step back gives you room to take another step forward. In Toledo I got more ice time, more freedom offensively, and I think the progression in my game showed that.
Then came another fork in the road.
Do I stay in North America chasing the grind, or do I take an opportunity overseas? I was left with a choice between continuing my path in the ECHL or taking on an opportunity to play overseas in Finland with KooKoo Kouvola who plays in SM-liiga.
At that point in my career, Finland just felt right. Hockey-wise, it was a good opportunity. Financially, it also felt like the right time to start making some money.
Me and my wife ended up loving it there.
The hockey adjustment was interesting because of the speed and bigger ice surface, but even that felt sort of familiar because MRU plays on Olympic ice too.
Then after Finland, my agents called and told me there was KHL interest.
I really didn’t know what to expect.
I think a lot of people back home have one image in their head of Russia because of everything going on politically, but being there was way different than what I imagined. Some things about it's reputation are definitely true but there are also portions of the country that have beautiful cities, great people and a deep appreciation for the game of hockey.
Moscow is honestly one of the nicest cities I’ve ever seen.
And Sochi — where the 2014 Olympics were — they call it “the Miami of Russia.” It's warm all year round there and on road trips, we’d stay at this all-inclusive resort by the ocean. That definitely wasn’t something I expected when I thought of Russia and creates an opportunity to enjoy a break from playing while you're there.
The biggest adjustment for me while playing there was probably the language barrier.
In Finland, almost everybody spoke English. In Russia, especially with the team I was on (Tolyatti Lada), there was almost no English spoken.
A lot of the time you’re using Google Translate, relying on teammates to help you out or just trying to pick things up from coaches by reading their emotions and body language while they're explaining something to you on the whiteboard. When conversation topics are hockey related you just kind of figure things out as they go.
And hockey-wise, the KHL was probably the highest level I’ve ever played.
The speed, skill and structure of the game over there is unbelievable. Even though our team struggled in the standings, I felt like I still had a pretty productive season.
Making the all-star game was surreal too. Honestly, I still don’t even know how it happened.
Now I’m kind of in that waiting period again, trying to figure out what the next step is. Hopefully I’ll head back to Russia next season, whether it’s with the same organization or somewhere else.
But when I look back at the whole journey so far, the thing I keep thinking about is how many times my path changed unexpectedly.
COVID changed it.
MRU changed it.
Staying in school longer changed it.
Going overseas changed it.
None of it really happened the way I originally planned, but every step added something important.
That’s probably the biggest lesson I’ve learned through all of it.
Sometimes the path you didn’t expect ends up becoming the one that gets you where you’re supposed to go.